http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrRvuZAbIdI&feature=related

life is about respect others and yourself, it's not about following the rules. imagine if you were left out of everything and everyone's else's business, and imagine how you would handle it. imagine if you were left on your own with no one to turn to and then tell me if you would not stand up for yourself. yes, i think it's cruel.

yooooooooooo...watch out! look with caution.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvpYojQL830&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5tT50RRIBJc&feature=related

I am i am not...

Im not a life to lose im a life to gain
im not a bitch i stand up for whats right
im not a cheat i dont take shit for nothing
and im not going to sit on my ass watching my husband beat the crap out of me

Im not a puppet im a person
I don take no for answer
Ill do anything to get what i want
I have needs same way men do
Im not the only sinner around
even though women get blamed more for sin when men encourage it

im not a woman you use
dont even try to abuse me
im a woman of heart and soul
and i love the heart most of all
i love to open up my feelings and reach out and grab yours

If i hear you dumbing down my cause ill throw a hissy fit.

A Note to Ponder

I went through a LOTTTTTT of pain tonight, and so i'm not surprised if this is a very painful experience for us all, and it's going to have to worth it in the end. You can't separate what God brought together, and think about how hell broke loose even when love found me. Love is not a game, but its only so for those truly in love. - Sarah.

Song of Love!

where can i go from your spirit? where can i flee from your presenceeeeee? if i ascend into heaven you are there? make my bed in the depths, you are therereeeee. if i rise on the wings of the dawn, settle on the far of the sea, evennnn there, your hand will guide meeeee! muah!

Dear Journal,

I never knew I could be so in need
I never knew this moment until it was clear
My cord had been cut, my life had been new
A life between me and you

For years I had lived with a promise in hand
An avenue of devotion none could take
I said to myself, this I will keep
This is my most precious friend
I will never let it go, I will not

But then promises become stagnant
Like dust in the wind
Don't ask me why, or how and when
Life takes its course and brings to end
All that we once held dear

Because the joy neglected
The sorrow brought to naught
The laughter clearing in the distant
From far off lands
So love blossomed in season
And grand blew forth its great horn
To succumb of the season
In which to joy

Be not unwise in your own eyes
Be not sequestered to your own plan
This I have learned in time will bud
A flower meant for peace and glory and power
Thee have been hiding in your grave
Until love turned its course
And buds began to grow
Like a lily meadow

I don't even ask why thither ye came
I don't care for here you came
With every touch he brings a bud
As solemn as a baby's gasp
When their mother gives milk
And passes by the years of rain

Joy comes in season is more value
Than the right of devotion at once

My Love.

Looks can be deceiving!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=onDHiQqRbhg&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mCLoQnolBt4

Dear Lover,
have a lovely day!
Love sarah.

http://www.esnips.com/web/sarahssinging

thank you for all your patience, your love and attention and especially your trust. thanks to all that have believed in me when you could have very easily left me still. love sarahs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHCrFA2X26I&feature=related