Sunday, 9 December 2012
I still believe in love at first sight, something I actually didn't belive in...
But I didn't know that it could actually happened to me. One day this man just walked into the room and instantly I knew I was in love. Who knew that years of being revived would rekindle that love we never took the steps to make before. Some people fall in love through pain, through being there for each other, we fell in love by way of rekindling the past we had never ignited, to which in one moment we were both in awe at the amount of love all the years of unraveling it would bring.
Tuesday, 30 October 2012
I'm upset, I'm ruined, I'm a stone living on its own untainted by its mist, a mist that carries through my mind and soul, wanting to drown, but what am I, if I am not here to help those that I love? Then am I only a solitary flower that withers and fades b/c then will I be nothing but a lily stagnant and without life therewithin.
I knew not what or where to find it therein, I just kept searching for its fume
I kept looking and wanting more
and to my surprise was left a perfume in bottle
nothing left to give into
I knew not what or where to find it therein, I just kept searching for its fume
I kept looking and wanting more
and to my surprise was left a perfume in bottle
nothing left to give into
Sunday, 28 October 2012
In reference to 1 Cor 7:...
"[It is] their own faith that sanctifies the union (marriage is a sacred bond sanctioned by God...)."By faith it does not just mean the faith given by an actual ceremonial marriage; the scripture states, the marriage is struggling in faith or belief, therefore if there is already an understanding that two are called of god to marry or there is even understanding in the hearts, in my opinion that constitutes as the belief or unbelief set apart for a marriage of the future which the scripture talks about [IF IT IS MUTUAL OF COURSE].
THIS IS WHY I PRESS THE POINT THAT YOU DO NOT MESS AROUND WITH MARRIAGE CONTRACTS AND BELIEFS B/C THE RAMIFICATIONS ARE ETERNAL COMMITMENT TO ONE SPOUSE. IT IS INFACT VERY SIGNIFICANT TO ME THAT THE SPOUSE FIGHTS FOR THE MARRIAGE TO STAY TOGETHER, and also very very scary.
Faith, something that develops b/c God puts it in the hearts of the two lovers, and if and WHEN it is holy sanctioned by God, will grow into more faith to bring wholeness to the union[thus qualifying the scripture that states 'God brings the two together, and can not be separated'... the'wholeness' aspect]
This is essentially what happens in a God sanctioned marriage, faith continues to grow to develop power to keep the marriage secure! The poses problems for people in the world who ae non believers, b/c they may not be securely from God. AND IT IS also MOST IMPORTANTLY NOT ACCEPTABLE FOR A TRUE WIFE TO SIT BACK AND LET THE HUSBAND DO WHAT HE WILLS {especially if she knows better in the case of being a believer as the PREVIOUS DOCUMENT states that she brings holiness to the marriage which makes sense as she or he is the believer, being sanctified through her faith to God}, AND IF SHE IS A TRUE WIFE, WILL FIGHT TO SECURE THE MARRIAGE.
AND ALSO IN THE CASE OF ADULTERY BEING DONE, REGARDLESS BY WAY OF UNBELIEF, IT IS ADULTERY TO HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOUR WIFE (in a marriage context)...it is unclear and does not make sense for adultery to occur before the marriage in the case of "infidelity' before the marriage, AND ONE IS LUCKY IF THEY HAVE NOT GONE THROUGH WITH VOWS BEFORE THE ACT as this brings consequences and problems in a spiritual and worldly sense b/c you have made a promise to God and man, BUT THE DISOBEDIENCE TOWARD GOD IS STILL THERE AND THE BELIEVING SPOUSE (if they are called of God and eachother). this is why I press the point of fighting in a marriage, b/c the damage done is immeasurable. HOWEVER, wanting to reconcile is very morally important to God and man, WHEN CIRCUMSTANCES DO NOT ALLOW A UNION (BY UNBELIEF, MONEY, ENVIRONMENT ETC...).
"[It is] their own faith that sanctifies the union (marriage is a sacred bond sanctioned by God...)."By faith it does not just mean the faith given by an actual ceremonial marriage; the scripture states, the marriage is struggling in faith or belief, therefore if there is already an understanding that two are called of god to marry or there is even understanding in the hearts, in my opinion that constitutes as the belief or unbelief set apart for a marriage of the future which the scripture talks about [IF IT IS MUTUAL OF COURSE].
THIS IS WHY I PRESS THE POINT THAT YOU DO NOT MESS AROUND WITH MARRIAGE CONTRACTS AND BELIEFS B/C THE RAMIFICATIONS ARE ETERNAL COMMITMENT TO ONE SPOUSE. IT IS INFACT VERY SIGNIFICANT TO ME THAT THE SPOUSE FIGHTS FOR THE MARRIAGE TO STAY TOGETHER, and also very very scary.
Faith, something that develops b/c God puts it in the hearts of the two lovers, and if and WHEN it is holy sanctioned by God, will grow into more faith to bring wholeness to the union[thus qualifying the scripture that states 'God brings the two together, and can not be separated'... the'wholeness' aspect]
This is essentially what happens in a God sanctioned marriage, faith continues to grow to develop power to keep the marriage secure! The poses problems for people in the world who ae non believers, b/c they may not be securely from God. AND IT IS also MOST IMPORTANTLY NOT ACCEPTABLE FOR A TRUE WIFE TO SIT BACK AND LET THE HUSBAND DO WHAT HE WILLS {especially if she knows better in the case of being a believer as the PREVIOUS DOCUMENT states that she brings holiness to the marriage which makes sense as she or he is the believer, being sanctified through her faith to God}, AND IF SHE IS A TRUE WIFE, WILL FIGHT TO SECURE THE MARRIAGE.
AND ALSO IN THE CASE OF ADULTERY BEING DONE, REGARDLESS BY WAY OF UNBELIEF, IT IS ADULTERY TO HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOUR WIFE (in a marriage context)...it is unclear and does not make sense for adultery to occur before the marriage in the case of "infidelity' before the marriage, AND ONE IS LUCKY IF THEY HAVE NOT GONE THROUGH WITH VOWS BEFORE THE ACT as this brings consequences and problems in a spiritual and worldly sense b/c you have made a promise to God and man, BUT THE DISOBEDIENCE TOWARD GOD IS STILL THERE AND THE BELIEVING SPOUSE (if they are called of God and eachother). this is why I press the point of fighting in a marriage, b/c the damage done is immeasurable. HOWEVER, wanting to reconcile is very morally important to God and man, WHEN CIRCUMSTANCES DO NOT ALLOW A UNION (BY UNBELIEF, MONEY, ENVIRONMENT ETC...).
1st Corinthians 7:14, What does 'the unbelieving husband is sanctified' mean?
1st Corinthians 7:14, What does 'the unbelieving husband is sanctified' mean? This is yet again only an opinion, but it will help you understand the concept of the unbelieving husband
Thursday, 24 May 2012
near you
I love you as the waters cover the seas on a noonday.
Your bright waves take away, wash away every fear
with one look, one glance, one taste of your whisper
and i know i am loved by you.
Not even a second of your time
And I feel you near
A wave hello, a calm grasp of your holdings
And you have my heart glued like a deer on the loose
Take these words and make them yours
I am yours truly.
Your bright waves take away, wash away every fear
with one look, one glance, one taste of your whisper
and i know i am loved by you.
Not even a second of your time
And I feel you near
A wave hello, a calm grasp of your holdings
And you have my heart glued like a deer on the loose
Take these words and make them yours
I am yours truly.
Monday, 14 May 2012
5 thingss Ive learned about life so far:
never waste your time, every bit counts no matter who or what it is
think positive, people think more positively than I give them credit
save time, money and friendships, you never know when you need it
believe in yourself and your potential, you never know when you'll win
I'm always up for a challenge, and I'm smarter, prettier and more capable than I thought.
never waste your time, every bit counts no matter who or what it is
think positive, people think more positively than I give them credit
save time, money and friendships, you never know when you need it
believe in yourself and your potential, you never know when you'll win
I'm always up for a challenge, and I'm smarter, prettier and more capable than I thought.
Monday, 16 April 2012
Sunday, 15 April 2012
Saturday, 14 April 2012
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UNoouLa7uxA
only played once, but very important, in times of deep sorrow or contemplation...of the bad times!!! but brought healing in facing the truth, talking about it, thinking about it in song!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7dDzeVNjRY
another reassurance, and a relief in times of doubt and worrrry!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lb_I7Sg8w68
when i was feeling lost (didnt know what to believe) and without my mate!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=idSTGarnTQM
the greatest peace ive ever experienced came through this song!!!!!
Saturday, 7 April 2012
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjDojEOiMcE
this song used to get me emotional, fulfill my emotional needs by feeling love through a song, it doesn't so much anymore, and im wondering if its b/c im getting closer to the love ive always wanted/longed for...I find greater fulfillment in this love!!!
Wednesday, 28 March 2012
Saturday, 24 March 2012
"...and there came a time when he was around these parts enough that I saw
a serene pleasantness in his face, and started to believe in his love. I
used to only LOOK AT THE PHYSICAL APPEARANCE OF A GUY, BUT NOW the appearance showed something about him. It wasn't enough to have a
good looking man, but a woman needs a good man - with gentleness, kindness, humility, and wanting to grab destiny right then and there...something I wanted to reach out and touch, so I gave in and let him in"
a serene pleasantness in his face, and started to believe in his love. I
used to only LOOK AT THE PHYSICAL APPEARANCE OF A GUY, BUT NOW the appearance showed something about him. It wasn't enough to have a
good looking man, but a woman needs a good man - with gentleness, kindness, humility, and wanting to grab destiny right then and there...something I wanted to reach out and touch, so I gave in and let him in"
Sunday, 18 March 2012
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AQGJdTpMUcU
two different singers, two completely different perspectives on worship; i think one is about passion, the other about 'the show.'
Thursday, 8 March 2012
Thursday, 1 March 2012
Tuesday, 28 February 2012
Sunday, 26 February 2012
Gen. 13:8-9. So be it.
Some things are just not worth my time; and some things are just not worth the effort, and may it be known it only takes so much before 1 gives up! My point exactly, which I have always thought, is that we have a choice in these matters in our lives.
Saturday, 25 February 2012
Friday, 24 February 2012
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eq24LJpN5IM&feature=related
i hate weddings, i hate materials n i hate marriage bc of this video. thx for breaking hearts!!
Favorite line in "The Notebook"
"Believe me i love your father but sometimes I wonder what my life would have been like if I had seen him that day" ...
This is why I have taken every opportunity to love without bounds and listen to that voice within...
This is why I have taken every opportunity to love without bounds and listen to that voice within...
I don'tt see the beauty of forgiveness, I think you should forgive the person but sometimes you can't get over the hurt and pain. Many expect us women to get over it, but honestly, it becomes abuse when we're just suppose to allow the bad behavior and let it slide. That's not beauty, that's abuse. Some people can get hurt so badly, they can ask to move on...
Thursday, 23 February 2012
But what is love?
I do not love you
I love the perfect image I have made up in my mind
That you as man should attain to
That you should be handsome, a provider, a caregiver
I love the memory of your gentility
When you left me in sea of tears
From the past hurts it brought
You do not love me
You love the conditions
It takes to love me
You love me on account of...
Having a best friend
Having a wedding
Having a ring
Becoming a doctor
Love makes no conditions. Love is immeasurable. It is infinite.
I love the perfect image I have made up in my mind
That you as man should attain to
That you should be handsome, a provider, a caregiver
I love the memory of your gentility
When you left me in sea of tears
From the past hurts it brought
You do not love me
You love the conditions
It takes to love me
You love me on account of...
Having a best friend
Having a wedding
Having a ring
Becoming a doctor
Love makes no conditions. Love is immeasurable. It is infinite.
Tuesday, 21 February 2012
My Book
A man met a woman at a bookstore, and by a third party was asked to leave her alone and so he ran off with another woman and they got married except they didnt really love eachother or mutually consent. At this time there were a number of suitors she was interested in but could not commit to seeing them at his time. She had a history of men trying to control her and lack of freedom, so she focused on personal goals. Next she went through school and found someone she loved, at a bar with a group of friends. Her true lover met someone else that she happened to know. This was a good match because the girl knew she was a kinder hearted person, for the man she loved. This led to all kinds of other relatonships for the both of them, including online dating and flirtations with all kinds of women in the girl's social network.
-Written by and for Sarah Elizabeth Sheppard
c/o SarahShepps eNewsletter; you may not use this in anyway for your business purposes, or anything involving me directly surrounding these events.
-Written by and for Sarah Elizabeth Sheppard
c/o SarahShepps eNewsletter; you may not use this in anyway for your business purposes, or anything involving me directly surrounding these events.
Monday, 20 February 2012
In waiting
What i feel is its not to late
The call to dance forth and shine your light
Was to call out to the wild and never in wait
Because needing of love was their freight
But I beg of u sisters
Be not mourning of desire
He suckles me so in his deep revenge
And calls me like a sheep in pain
He is my morning air
But i lie in wait for my soul to give way
I long for him near
But my tears are crying here
So I wait for my hand to grab him of fear
Take your chance but be sure of ur fate
And for the sorrow of joy
That I bare for him in wait
The call to dance forth and shine your light
Was to call out to the wild and never in wait
Because needing of love was their freight
But I beg of u sisters
Be not mourning of desire
He suckles me so in his deep revenge
And calls me like a sheep in pain
He is my morning air
But i lie in wait for my soul to give way
I long for him near
But my tears are crying here
So I wait for my hand to grab him of fear
Take your chance but be sure of ur fate
And for the sorrow of joy
That I bare for him in wait
Sunday, 19 February 2012
jealous girl
you might be really jealous of ur beautiful daughter
hate ur beautiful sister
curse ur beautiful mother
but thats ok
bc that beautiful girl represents everything you wanted in yourself
she represents the hope of a life u always wanted
she was there for u when all your hope was gone
she brought forth the life you never had
never let that go from your memory n heart
you hate her bc you want what she has
but u love her bc she is yours
and you know she is ur star
of great morning and delight
hate ur beautiful sister
curse ur beautiful mother
but thats ok
bc that beautiful girl represents everything you wanted in yourself
she represents the hope of a life u always wanted
she was there for u when all your hope was gone
she brought forth the life you never had
never let that go from your memory n heart
you hate her bc you want what she has
but u love her bc she is yours
and you know she is ur star
of great morning and delight
Tuesday, 14 February 2012
Sunday, 12 February 2012
Saturday, 11 February 2012
Friday, 10 February 2012
Wednesday, 8 February 2012
Tuesday, 7 February 2012
Monday, 6 February 2012
When he came into the picture
I was sitting there all alone and I could see
He was embaressed, ashamed
A bone stuck in my side rib
Trying to be dislocated
as clean as can be
But as time progressed he jabbed it further into the opening of my brain
The pain burst forth, the blood set free
I would resist the penetration
But sometimes gave in
Because there were two worlds to explore
Wanting to hold on or wanting to believe
With every upper jolting I would cry those tears
Because I don't know it was scary to move foward in seas of green
And the remains of me is a stitched up calloused hole
That ended the suffering
And ended the sea below
I was sitting there all alone and I could see
He was embaressed, ashamed
A bone stuck in my side rib
Trying to be dislocated
as clean as can be
But as time progressed he jabbed it further into the opening of my brain
The pain burst forth, the blood set free
I would resist the penetration
But sometimes gave in
Because there were two worlds to explore
Wanting to hold on or wanting to believe
With every upper jolting I would cry those tears
Because I don't know it was scary to move foward in seas of green
And the remains of me is a stitched up calloused hole
That ended the suffering
And ended the sea below
Thursday, 2 February 2012
http://voices.yahoo.com/a-comparison-some-reflections-upon-marriage-and-304450.html
Namely in Montagu's letter to her daughter, you can see how the letter is related to past experiences, and her dialogues are about current thoughts on family. She talks about how she raised her own daughter to be ready for marriage. But that her granddaughter should be raised differently, wanting other things. Point being, her instructions and advice are on the same topic throughout, but she has a different opinion on how to raise children!
Wednesday, 1 February 2012
Tuesday, 31 January 2012
Monday, 30 January 2012
Winter romance
When a man approaches a woman and she doesn't want it
For whatever reason
Either by fame, fortune, self esteem or friendship
She resists and crouches back
When a man wants a woman
He pursues her and evelopes his thoughts in her beauty
He talks to her, encourages her gifts
Seeks her day by day
Embellishing her with talks of life
And even raising the bar of his affections
With a flirtatious discovery of her white bosom
He wanted respect, she wanted love
For whatever reason it could not be given
He would take one step which she would resist
Because she knew he wanted something
That she didn't want to give
Not because he is undeserving
But because of her soul
breath wanting and her undeserving
Why sit in the presence of my bled heart
And watch me willow in the distance
When what I have
I can not give
It is but breakage to my veins
And cracking to your soul
This tempest that I feel
That carried me to the north
It wants to see and can not find
because you are too much like
the past ive seen
the sorrow I've born
Wanting to give and never enough
Wanting to receive and always torn
For whatever reason
Either by fame, fortune, self esteem or friendship
She resists and crouches back
When a man wants a woman
He pursues her and evelopes his thoughts in her beauty
He talks to her, encourages her gifts
Seeks her day by day
Embellishing her with talks of life
And even raising the bar of his affections
With a flirtatious discovery of her white bosom
He wanted respect, she wanted love
For whatever reason it could not be given
He would take one step which she would resist
Because she knew he wanted something
That she didn't want to give
Not because he is undeserving
But because of her soul
breath wanting and her undeserving
Why sit in the presence of my bled heart
And watch me willow in the distance
When what I have
I can not give
It is but breakage to my veins
And cracking to your soul
This tempest that I feel
That carried me to the north
It wants to see and can not find
because you are too much like
the past ive seen
the sorrow I've born
Wanting to give and never enough
Wanting to receive and always torn
Wednesday, 25 January 2012
Monday, 23 January 2012
In Contemplation
I'm not the malicious one, I didn't stand in your way
I'm not the jealous one, I let you go
I'm not the rebellious type, I do everything right
To those out there that tried to win this fight
What were you thinking?
Because what I think is happening baby
Is they just don't want to let you go
And the world has got you by a string
Why else would they fight, why else?
Think about their reasons, think about their fame
Think about all the moves they made
Use your brain, don't use your heart or your religion
I'm not the jealous one, I let you go
I'm not the rebellious type, I do everything right
To those out there that tried to win this fight
What were you thinking?
Because what I think is happening baby
Is they just don't want to let you go
And the world has got you by a string
Why else would they fight, why else?
Think about their reasons, think about their fame
Think about all the moves they made
Use your brain, don't use your heart or your religion
Thursday, 12 January 2012
love is a verb
I am not a friend, I am not a foe
I'm just a piece of fibre ready for your desire
I long for your touch, whenever you are near
When you are gone, I count endless days
I don;t count the stars as I count your ways
I pay no notice to your very greed
I long to be touched because it is like wax
Covering my arms, legs, eyes and ears
It's thick and costly and needing more
Without it I can't be ever here
Don't forget the cost I bear
Sitting here, waiting here,
'Til you were ever near
It is surety and pain
It is suffering and guilt
It is knowing what I had lost
Was the cost of my filth
I have carried it long
I had seen it calloused, bruised
From lifetime of shame
Of my own cross to bear
But the awaking came near like a shot in the dark
My ears can hear, eyes see, what has beheld me?
It is a sun so bright his eyes guide the dark
He showers me with rays of light within it
I can run no more, I can dance no longer
My will is to please thee
You shine your light and ther I see
Glistening in the fire
A heart of gladness
Turned from guilt
To a heart contrite of gold
Place within me a new heart
Show me the path of gladness
Raise in me a heart so soft
You can reach out your hand and touch it
So he reached out his hand and touched my heart
Feeling the workings of its deep disguise
What I trie to conceal he held tight in ties
Then came the thunder then came the rain then came the son itself
Flushing his face in the depths of my heart and breaking its within
The breakage ran deep
The collapse led by sap
And followed by a motion of crack
As I lay before him tossing and turning
Wanting to be set free
The cords and the nerves began to depart
The sounds of the cracking bit by bit
And out came the blackened hardened
Out came the sap guiltridden and dripped
By the moistness from his lips
Not a drop of blood not a fountain of pain
Was left once his hands put it together again
He broke my heart and he tore me apart
That I might live again
As he brought the two pieces together again
The world of my body shook
Until the particles with cords and flesh
Were breathing as whole as its birth
I'm just a piece of fibre ready for your desire
I long for your touch, whenever you are near
When you are gone, I count endless days
I don;t count the stars as I count your ways
I pay no notice to your very greed
I long to be touched because it is like wax
Covering my arms, legs, eyes and ears
It's thick and costly and needing more
Without it I can't be ever here
Don't forget the cost I bear
Sitting here, waiting here,
'Til you were ever near
It is surety and pain
It is suffering and guilt
It is knowing what I had lost
Was the cost of my filth
I have carried it long
I had seen it calloused, bruised
From lifetime of shame
Of my own cross to bear
But the awaking came near like a shot in the dark
My ears can hear, eyes see, what has beheld me?
It is a sun so bright his eyes guide the dark
He showers me with rays of light within it
I can run no more, I can dance no longer
My will is to please thee
You shine your light and ther I see
Glistening in the fire
A heart of gladness
Turned from guilt
To a heart contrite of gold
Place within me a new heart
Show me the path of gladness
Raise in me a heart so soft
You can reach out your hand and touch it
So he reached out his hand and touched my heart
Feeling the workings of its deep disguise
What I trie to conceal he held tight in ties
Then came the thunder then came the rain then came the son itself
Flushing his face in the depths of my heart and breaking its within
The breakage ran deep
The collapse led by sap
And followed by a motion of crack
As I lay before him tossing and turning
Wanting to be set free
The cords and the nerves began to depart
The sounds of the cracking bit by bit
And out came the blackened hardened
Out came the sap guiltridden and dripped
By the moistness from his lips
Not a drop of blood not a fountain of pain
Was left once his hands put it together again
He broke my heart and he tore me apart
That I might live again
As he brought the two pieces together again
The world of my body shook
Until the particles with cords and flesh
Were breathing as whole as its birth
Wednesday, 11 January 2012
Great Beware!!
Straight at the moon and what did i see
I saw eyes of steel blistering for affection
I see the suns raise gently calloused
wanting more of its sun set
and wanting a sky to change blues
Then I looked deep in my soul
I saw regret, self disdain and freight
Oh where is my soul
How far ye have gone?
And peace was there
So i thought some more
I dreamed some more
And just when I was ready to befall
of regret and bewilderment and remorse
I gathered up the stones of the lost
And separated them one by one
This one is weak
This one is pride
This arrogance
This selfishness
This greed
This myself
And the sign came along
Opening up my collous heart
And I bent the knee in prayer for thee
Then in great reward the next day there arose
A message of great beware!!!
AMEN
My confession
I resent...
Christianity and the world b/c i hate that I see wrong and am asked to forgive
I hate that I am a servant of the Lord that is beaten and scarred to be the best
I hate all the suffering that comes along with it
I've seen lots of suffering for a girl of meagre timidity
And ask the Lord, who should I be good and suffer loss
I hate that He expects us to turn another cheek
Shouldn't change bring glory in our lives
I hate that I am a person all for nothing
If not for beauty, fame and fortune
I hate that the world is full of greed, malice, disdain and pride
While I sit on my pew being a noble princess
This is what I hate about my Christian life and
This is why I resent the Christian way
I still believe in Christ but I resent the walk.
To carry out my christianity is my struggle today.
Christianity and the world b/c i hate that I see wrong and am asked to forgive
I hate that I am a servant of the Lord that is beaten and scarred to be the best
I hate all the suffering that comes along with it
I've seen lots of suffering for a girl of meagre timidity
And ask the Lord, who should I be good and suffer loss
I hate that He expects us to turn another cheek
Shouldn't change bring glory in our lives
I hate that I am a person all for nothing
If not for beauty, fame and fortune
I hate that the world is full of greed, malice, disdain and pride
While I sit on my pew being a noble princess
This is what I hate about my Christian life and
This is why I resent the Christian way
I still believe in Christ but I resent the walk.
To carry out my christianity is my struggle today.
Tuesday, 10 January 2012
Monday, 9 January 2012
Friday, 6 January 2012
For My love
you are my breath;
giving me courage and strength
to be who i want to be;
you say go, i go
you say stop, i stop
you say run and faint not
and i am your lily in fields of gold
swaying like a meadow at your feet
you say how beautiful are thee
and i feel your grasp within my reach
I feel you close and beg for more
you help me run high, you tell me run low
you speak the word and i listen
you see my weaknesses and say go on;
you say I am worthy and I say I am yours.
you are my breath and i am yours.
giving me courage and strength
to be who i want to be;
you say go, i go
you say stop, i stop
you say run and faint not
and i am your lily in fields of gold
swaying like a meadow at your feet
you say how beautiful are thee
and i feel your grasp within my reach
I feel you close and beg for more
you help me run high, you tell me run low
you speak the word and i listen
you see my weaknesses and say go on;
you say I am worthy and I say I am yours.
you are my breath and i am yours.
Thursday, 5 January 2012
this is good for me, as a lesson, b/c i always wanted to hide the gifts i had, but now i know i can take this beauty and do something good with it, instead of keeping it for myself. that's the day that changed my world; when i knew that beauty helps the world, instead of bringing it down.
so don't diss beautiful women, beautiful art and life, because it can do good things for the world!
love sarah.
Monday, 2 January 2012
God's blanket from heaven
this link shows some material significance about the showers from heaven; it is similar to what is happening in the world, where people are free and called to great things for God, due to GOD showering and cleansing them. http://www.christiananswers.net/q-aig/aig-c010.html
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love can be seen as giving of gifts, touch and kind words, that make us feel accepted and desired.
It is most described as a feeling because it is a emotion one gets due to closeness.
But regardless of what aspect of love you have experienced, one has to ask, do any of these attributes of love keep two people together, in a lasting relationship of mutual commitment?
will presents and closeness and even genuineness tie us all together when times get tough??
Or is love a passionate and desperate desire to need someone, without which our living ends? does love require two people to so desperately need each other that nothing can come between them?
We get tired of the presents, closeness, genuity, and maybe the only love that really lasts is one worth fighting for, a dying love, that we fight for desperately. The same way we need to eat, have breath and need spiritual food through God's word and relationship, we need such a passionate love to live. Such love requires us to lay down our selfish desires in order to be with someone else, thereby gaining their life and joy. It is a kind of desperate plea for love and live, and giving up ourselves for it.
"My very life depends on him, because right now I don't have it and I am losing the life of his breath" ... Sarah S.