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Wednesday, 11 January 2012

My confession

I resent...

Christianity and  the world b/c i hate that I see wrong and am asked to forgive
I hate that I am a servant of the Lord that is beaten and scarred to be the best
I hate all the suffering that comes along with it
I've seen lots of suffering for a girl of meagre timidity
And ask the Lord, who should I be good and suffer loss
I hate that He expects us to turn another cheek
Shouldn't change bring glory in our lives
I hate that I am a person all for nothing
If not for beauty, fame and fortune
I hate that the world is full of greed, malice, disdain and pride
While I sit on my pew being a noble princess
This is what I hate about my Christian life and
This is why I resent the Christian way
I still believe in Christ but I resent the walk.
To carry out my christianity is my struggle today.

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