it's not normal to sit on your couch, pout about your life, have your husband and children do all kinds of chores and pay your way, meanwhile complaining that you have to make their lunches. Even if you were perfectly organized and helpful, do you actually think all the materials would make you happy! All I'm saying is, what is really your problem? people, lack of fortune, opportunity, emotional stress and honestly, solve it! I never seem to measure up to people like that, and I'm starting to see, It's just not me.